Sunday, August 30, 2009

I Officially Give Up!

Although I did three hpt's and got faint positives I have been waiting to post, I started spotting yesterday and hoped it was just implantation bleeding, but nope, it is AF. So now what? I cannot go through another cycle with the drugs. I am a mess, my lungs are junky, I know it is from my yorkie dying also, but I just can't do this anymore. I have someone offering surrogate services so I guess I will try to go that route. I just have to get the money together for everything. I am just emotionally exhausted. Good luck to everyone else trying...I hope to read good news soon.

9 comments:

Natalia Ritchie said...

Oh honey I am so sorry. xoxo

Kristen said...

I am so, so sorry (((hugs)))

jojo said...

I'm so sorry. I know you won't give up, cause you're a fighter.

But rest for now. It helps.

Jessica said...

Have you been talking to my friend that is a surrogate????

Rebecca said...

Yes Jessica, she is the one I speak of. I just have to come up with the funds. Thanks for introducing us.

Amani said...

Please don't quit. I am so sorry to hear this. It truly is unfair and horrible.

Many hugs coming from Australia.

xxx

candi said...

Please do not give up, did the Re office do a blood test to rule out the bfn?... Not to get your hopes up but you could possibly still be pregnant. I know this is hard , I will keep you in my prayers! ((((hugs)))

Lisapon said...

I am so sorry. {{{{hugs}}} and prayers.

matt & christy said...

hi
i am really sorry for your frustration. i understand completely. i had a kidney tx 11 years a go and have been tryin gto get pregnant for 3 years and have had 5 iui's. 1 worked but i misscarried at 9 weeks. we are now starting surrogacy with a friend. i have read your whole blog and i am sorry about your experience in rotunda. my inlaws wanted me to look into indai for surrogacy becasue the cost is so much cheaper but i had a really hard time with it. it is a lot of trust to have in someone and i just could not do it. i do have a blog but have not blogged about any of this yet, i want to make sure it is going to happen. we are in the testing stage for the surrogate. i will keep checking you rblog and will keep you in my prayers, our dream to be mothers will come true, just in Gods time!

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