Thursday, January 7, 2010

The Sheer Excitement!

Well I went to Wally World today and for the first time I was able to go into the baby section without utter horror. Normally just a breeze by the baby stuff and I am in tears. The only time I really dare go into the baby stuff is to buy gifts for everyone else year after year. A quick trip in and a quick trip out.

Today I found myself getting lost in the stuff, all the different little things you can get. My heart was just pounding away, it felt like it was coming out of my chest. It actually skipped a couple beats enough to make me cough. It was so amazing and exciting. I cannot wait to find out how many and see the heartbeats so the worry will go away. I want to start shopping!!!! Today it felt REAL to me. I am going to be a mommy.....

I am just so happy, so happy. Life is good Today!!!

6 comments:

jojo said...

I know exactly what you mean. I don't dare go anywhere near the baby dept...but something tells me you i won't be able to stay away soon!

When is your ultrasound? I want to know how many you're having!

x

Tigerlilycat said...

I still get a thrill going into a baby store, and our boys are just about 20 weeks old now. Quietly, I think I may get an even bigger thrill when I find a bargain on eBay for them!!

Really looking forward to hearing how many are in there. Are you going to find out the sex? Even though boy/girl twins would be great, it's a lot easier having two of the same sex as they can share clothes for a lot longer.

Rebecca said...

We will definitely be finding out the sex when we can....I have had enough patience, why wait when you can find out....just mho...lol.

We are hoping they will go ahead and do one at the appointment Monday. We are going to try anyway. I think they will. Keeping my fingers crossed.

We should do an online baby shower...since most of us can't really meet. Have you all heard of the forum...parents through surrogacy. It is the most awesome welcoming group, and they do online baby showers it is great!

Bridget said...

I can't wait to hear all about your ultrasound! We aren't even to that point but we are trucking along right behind you guys! We are hoping for a May transfer!

Amani said...

I can't wait to see how many you have in there!!!!!

We're 13 weeks on Monday, I'm going to buy one baby item .. maybe. Baby shops are a place of intrigue and sheer joy now.

Lisapon said...

I am so excited for you! We didn't go through nearly what you have to have a baby, but I remember the feeling of going past the baby stuff and having a tear in my eyes.

I can't wait to hear how many precious babies you are expecting!!

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