CF Clinic Today

Going for my Cf Clinic appointment today. I hope that my FEV1 is better. Going to do alittle Christmas shopping for my step-son today. We aren't spending much this year, we are just buying him some gifts because we have the house we are trying to get into, and we are trying to save for IVF, which we aren't doing well. It is a very hard time, trying to get into the house, we can't get a loan, although we got alittle hope yesterday from Wells Fargo, we will know in about a week. Seems we made the mistake of actually trying to build our house without owing on it. The banks say we should have borrowed the money then paid what we had in cash off on the loan. The economy is so bad right now. I have been trying not to be depressed during the holidays because I have so much to be greatful for, but when you sit outside of your new house in a camper and can't spend your Christmas in it, it is very hard not to get down. Also all the let down this year of no pregnancy, it is really tough.