Wednesday, November 25, 2009

The day after.....

Well today I am in shock. Is this really real? I can't believe I am going to be a mommy. Finally, after so long. I know how so many of you know exactly what I am talking about and many of you, thanks to surrogacy are looking at it from the "we've got the babies with us now, oh boy" side too and know exactly how it "used" to feel when you got the first news. How long does it take for it to really be real? I sit here writing and start to cry. I just can't believe it, because I truly had given in to the belief that maybe it just wasn't in the cards for me. I didn't give up though, even though I thought I would many many times, and now, in 9 months.....I am going to be a mother. I feel like I am dreaming. It just proves that old saying right, never give up on your dreams, only then will they not happen.

8 comments:

Christy said...

I am so so happy for you guys. I screamed at my husband when I read it yesterday, and he ran in the room thinking something was wrong... haha.

The shock probably won't wear off for awhile. :) It's such a good shock!!!!!!!!!

Have a happy Thanksgiving... boy do you have something HUGE to be thankful for this year. :)

Misha said...

I'm so happy for you! I know how you feel. I was so afraid for so long being a cfer that I couldn't have children. I am now a mommy not through surrogacy but I'm sure it's the same feeling :) Being a mommy is the most amazing feeling in the world :)

Johnny and Darren said...

I am so happy for you both. This is heart warming news.

Tigerlilycat said...

The amazement NEVER wears off Rebecca - even when you're so bloody tired but you still have to roll out of bed at 3am for yet another feed. Alex and Taj are 14 weeks old now and I still have to remind myself multiple times a day that they'll be with us for the rest of our lives. I'm starting to think that it will be a pretty lean life due to the amount we spent getting them, but who cares as I'm a mum!!!

MyLifeMyWorld-SharingADream said...

HORRAY!!!!! That is very very exciting news, wow, a mommy, you must be overjoyed!

So when is the beta day? When is u/s booked for? Details.

Sorry I"ve been a crappy blogger, life is just so busy and I've hardly had time to check in with everyone. Trying to get up to date now...and what do I come to...

AWESOME NEWS!!!

Todd and Matt said...

Yay! Great news you two! xo Matt and Todd.

Kristen said...

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG, I haven't checked in a while, and I almost jumped out of my seat when I saw this. I am sooo very happy for you! Congrats!

Lisapon said...

I am so happy for you! We had a struggle having our babies, but nothing compared to what you have been through!

I can't wait to hear about your growing baby!!

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